I am reposting my story from last year, as that Christmas of 1949 was a special year for me. You might not have read it then so I hope that you will enjoy it now. And for those of you who did read it last year, I thought you might enjoy reading it again.
My very best Christmas
The carpeting in the house had muted roses on a grey background and the wall paper was a soft dove grey with a pattern of white feathers. The brocade drapes would have been drawn over the pale golden shades, the ivory pull dangling from a long string. Soon my grandfather would have disappeared and my grandmother would say to the children, "What's that noise? I hear something on the roof.", we were sure we heard it too, then the doorbell would ring. A wide eyed child would rush to open it, letting a burst of cold air in and stepping back in wonder because Santa was there. Little necks would strain looking up in awe and then down to the big, red bag. There were presents under the tree but the best ones were the ones given to waiting hands.
As Santa disappeared, my grandfather came back and began turning all the lights out, except the tree with the big bright bulbs that got too hot for little ones who always wanted to touch. In the too warm and cozy room 4 children would be oohing and ahhing and passing back and forth presents that were so different then. The wrapping paper, thin and soft, would be strewn in excitement, a cloud enveloping children and baby dolls and wind up train engines. Parents, huddled together, would laugh with each other and watch carefully to see that nothing got left unwrapped, and children were sharing, as children did then. In the glow from the tree, newlyweds, they all were then, exchanged presents and tender smiles. The war had just ended and all my uncles were safely back home, a present for my grandparents.
There was love in that warm and softly lit room and there would be for several years to come.
It was 1949. My pretty mother in her favorite dress, green with pink bows, my aunt, a late surprise to my grandparents - all my uncles grown and married - and my sister with her baby doll. My mother is carrying me, four months in, I would be born in May. There were more Christmases just like this, a few as sweet and loving and gentle and filled with tenderness. But this is the one I remember best, this was the one I loved.
Merry Christmas everyone.
Love, Liv
What a beautiful post with lovely warm memories. I’m glad you posted it.
ReplyDeleteYou know I would be hugging you and clinking glasses of .... whatever. But instead I'll just tell you that you are a wonderful woman and I am very glad to know you x
ReplyDeleteI would just like to say that you have the prettiest tree ever. If we ever have another one, that's what I want. Our current one is 14 inches tall and is white. It's ok, yours is better. I spent some time reading your blog, I just found it, and here's hoping that 2018 will be better for you and all of us. Your selfies are also pretty. Cheers.
ReplyDeleteHi Allison! May 2018 be a good year for you too. And thanks for commenting. 14" is cute and I'll bet carries the same cheer.
DeleteMerry xmas!
Have a good Christmas, Liv. I love this post.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for reading, Colette.
DeleteYou have a very good Christmas too.
things were so different then.
ReplyDeleteI wish there was time travel!
DeleteThis gave me such chills when I read this last year. I still remember vividly!
ReplyDeleteI forgot to say this in my comment below (I meant to hit reply). To me - this is one of the best pieces I think I've ever written and your reaction is proof. Thank you, again.
DeleteSJ, I am sooooo glad you read me. Thank you. You've been here for me for a long time and I appreciate your dear friendship.
ReplyDeleteYour Christmas pics on FB were just wonderful. You look so different. You look like you have passed through to a different part of your journey, and it is beautiful to see. You should be proud of that look. You fought hard for it xoxo